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Friday, August 15, 2008

okay, i'm a chickenshit

...because i haven't called the number.

i know, i know, that's nuts. but somewhere inside of me is a scared little girl who doesn't want to open this particular can of worms. it's crazy. the grown ass woman i am should know better and suck it up, but i just haven't been able to bring myself to do it. yet.

not to mention, i've been really busy with stuff for the baby shower i've been working on with lilcee and tater for two of our beloved, beautiful SFAMily members (the links are not in any order, nor do the words used mean that one is more so than the other!). it's tomorrow, and it's going to be so much fun! i can't share any details just yet, but just know that it's going to be FAB.U.LOUS.

i leave you with a picture of the bean i took today, sporting one of her sister's headbands, and not yanking it off! in fact, she's still wearing it as i type. a new 'do? maybe she's over the pigtails. heh.


  1. I wouldn't call, but that's me. I hold grudges. I bet she just wants to see The Bean.

  2. With a smile like that, who wouldn't want to see the Bean?

    Take your time calling, and even deciding whether to call. If it could wait decades, it can wait a while longer.

  3. Okay, woman suck it up and do it! Then call me and tell me what happened :)

    2nd cutest little girl ever...hey is she in the bumbo that gets stuck to her bootie?

  4. i totally get your apprehension. i'd feel the same way.

    good luck deciding on what's best for you.

  5. There's no right answer here so you can't make a wrong decision! Why not wait till after the party anyway. Whatever it is has waited year, a couple days won't change anything.

  6. I'd probably call just so I wouldn't have it bugging me all day. But, curiosity did kill the cat, or something weird like that.

  7. Aw, you're a sweetheart. I want to give you a big hug!

    Don't call the woman if you don't want to. Honestly, you don't owe her anything. Don't do it until and unless you are ready. xo.

  8. Let's eat, drink, and be merry tomorrow and not worry about the randoms, shall we? I can't wait!

    And for what it's worth, if you decide not to call then that is perfectly within your right. I think ultimately you will call, but do it on your terms and when you feel ready.

  9. I'm quite excited for tomorrow, even if I'm not the "beautiful" one. ;) I kid, I kid!

  10. what the others said. even if we're all curious. do whatever the f you want. :).

    eee! can't wait to see you tomorrow.

    and the bean looks so grown up in that headband!

  11. Sorry, I vote for pigtails. I love pigtails (on little kids).


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